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People say life is not something that you can expect. Always out of your expectation and of course, not everything will go smoothly according to your plan. and every time I hear that, I nod in agreement. But then when you get to experience it yourself, and when you have your own insight and understanding of what that statement really means, its a whole new level of agreement. As if its written just for you.

I was at the tip of a cliff, a borderline that separates hell and the status quo. It was disturbing and frightening. A young lad with so much life ahead could just have everything ended right there. Traumatic. Yet thanks to Jesus Christ i am a lucky one. I could only imagine how would i handle whatever that might happen, or rather, facing the worst case scenario.

A friend once said (on twitter), one day your whole life will flash in front of you, make sure its worth watching. I couldnt agree more, but hey, you know what, I'd really hope that its long enough to watch. Like a 2 hour movie, not a 30min sitcom. you know what i mean? and everything else doesnt matter anymore, you are back to basics. You know who and what are really truly important to you. You have your priorities right, cause you are naked clear, not blinded by anything. and you have no fear for anything anymore, cause you already have nothing to lose. When the trashcan is full, get the trash.

I dont know, but one thing im sure is, it will definitely not be the same again. My attitude towards life, and how everyone should just appreciate every little thing and people and stuff you have. When everything you see is in black and white, trust me, you will be dying to see some colors. Life is fragile, appreciate it.

and im really trying to make my black and white plates and trashcan pics look artistic. Its hard! Btw, I hope there will be no questions asked. Im sharing my little insight here, i hope you can get something out of it. something good :)